dhoobie

 Dear me,

sorry for the late post.. i've already landed on Indonesia safe and sound.. now it's 2:14.. and i'm so damn tired.. my nose is running and i hate it.. today was a good day.. i got my hair cut and my old hair color back which i found it shocking to see me in black hair.. even though the color of my hair on my profile picture in here is black, but still, i think my new hair color is just not right.. well, today i went to Jemima's 19th surprise party! it's great too se my old friends.. haven't seen her from last year.. now i can finally meet her and some other friends.. argh.. today i'm not in the mood of writing anything.. thanks to my runny nose.. tomorrow maybe i'll post something up.. until then.. night..

-Andrew-

 DAMN! i've abandoned LJ for a very long time! lol
ok, now i'll always remember to update my lj everyday..
you hear me? EVERY SINGLE DAY! *finger cross* lol

today was... er... blur? 
yeah.. i think today is pretty blur for me.. why?
thanks to my project called VISUAL CULTURE,
i have to stay awake until like 5 in the morning..
luckily the class starts at 1.. so i still get some rest.. :D
Visual culture is.. er... boring? lol
yup i think today for visual culture is pretty boring and useless..
1 group performing for our last project..
i don't really pay any attention to it because i was busy preparing what my group is gonna do..
and guess what? we're gonna do some dance!
not any simple hip hop or modern dance..
it's more like a contemporary dance..
why? because our theme is talking about iconology..
and we will perform a group dance and single dances according to color..
yes we will explain the relationship between iconology and color..
there's 6 color.. red blue yellow green black and purple..
i was hoping i could get the purple one.. 
but no.. i get the yellow one..
so my dances will be more lively, active and jiggly..

after that it's digital imagery..
ACTUALLY, the lesson is quite interesting.. 
it's adobe illustrator..
BUT THANKS to visual culture, i barely had enough sleep at night..
so when Sheldon *the teacher* explain things about adobe,
i'm struggling not to fall a sleep..

and lastly for puppet it went the same thing..
because we watched a thailand puppet movie, 
the light's are off..
and the place is very cold..
i almost fell a sleep..
good thing the puppet is very very interesting..
if not.. hello dreamland.. LOL

after all the class done, i went home..
omw home, i bought some melon pudding!
*yes, on cheers, there's a new promotion.. for 2,50$ we can get 2 not-so-small-but-not-so-big size of melon pudding!*
it's so damn tasty!
after i bought 2 melon pudding, i went home and put those pudding on the fridge
and i take my last pudding that i have already bought it the day before and eat it! :9

my day is being wasted by coloring my project for design and drawing..
i draw lonely and happiness..
i think my lonely isn't that good.. because i was doing it with watercolor..
and actually it's my first time using watercolor paint as a real watercolor paint..
*back when i was little, i used to use watercolor paint to paint anything.. but i don't actually know how to use it properly..*
after thinking for a while, i decided to use pencil color for my happiness..
i thought it will turn nicer and more bright..
but guess what?
yes it turns more brighter and more happy..
but it looks so damn childish and.. 
i don't eve think my happiness is better than my lonely..
but who cares! as long as it finished! lol

after finishing my project i went to go to take a shower..
and after that i continue out-lining my project and do some research for my references..
i hate researches and references.. i'm not that good at doing that..
when i'm about to finish everything, i saw that the time is already like 2.00 am..
and i'm a little bit hungry..
but because i'm planning to go on a diet so i can cosplay as alex from magnacarta next year,
so i decided to eat 1 pudding instead..
oh yes, i decided to do some diets..
i'll cut off fried stuff and beef and porks..
i'll only eat veggies and chicken!
and i'll do some exercise..
that is? dancing of course :D
i'll dance whatever i wanna dance if i have the time..
and i hope i can loose a LOT of fat by doing that..
i know i should do some proper training to loose some weight..
but i'm on singapore..
and i don't have time to go to the gym..
and dancing is more enjoyable than doing some sit ups alone..
so.. yeah.. dancing it is for now.. :D

ok.. now its already 3:06.. need some rest..
tomorrow there's a replacement class at 1 - 3.. and after that, i went to work from 6 - 10.30..
hope i still have the energy..
lol.. nites all..
:D

 oh shit i've so many things to do and so i forgot to update my lj up until now..
sorry there LJ teehee :D

well.. i was busy doing digital coloring.. 
ever since franchette  told me how to do the digital coloring things
i went berserk! 
it was a fun and addictive things to do!
now i'm carving for bamboo fun.. the tablet.. i love to use that xD

today me and my friend bought a sweater with colorful color.. and we decided to buy every color for every person..
i bought the pink one! LOL i mean c'mon! i know it's not a really boyish color.. but now pink is the new black for me! LOL
no.. purple still my number 1 fav color.. it just that the purple color on the sweater isn't that good..

tomorrow i don't have many classes.. only 1.. design and color..
i haven't make the design yet.. but i hope tomorrow on class i can pop up something on my sketch book for my design and color project.. :D

well i'm beat from coloring.. until then.. :D

*sign off*

lol..
today was great..
woke up at 8..
with runny nose and headache went to took a shower..
8.30 go to fong seng to ate breakfast..
9.00 still at fong seng.. so we walk a little bit faster..
i really didn't want to go to class early.. because it's NK Tan's class..
i hate him.. :(
and 9:10 we start the lesson.. until 10:00 we got 30 minutes break..
when i was about to go to canteen to buy things.. NK Tan called me..
he said that he wants to have my 3d project to be placed on the exhibition for NAFA open house..
well i actually already put my 3d design at jakarta.. 
it's HIS FAULT! the other student from other classes's 3d project was selected and was being collected for the exhibition..
on my last day at campus *dec* NK tan didn't ask me anything or didn't told me anything.. so i thought my 3d wasn't good enough..
so i brought it back to jakarta..
aw.. if i can place my 3d project it will be my first step to help my career in the future..
so.. after NK tan's class ends at 12.. i went to ate vegetarian with my friends..
and then i went to artfriend to buy poster paint and color wheel and stuff which cause me almost 30 dollars!
shit man! :(
waisting my money~ TT^TT

and after that i accompany stephanie and valencia to bras basah to buy stuff..
and after that, i went home.. 
at first i was so damn sleepy..
because i wasn't in my best condition.. so i want to get to sleep..
but i THOUGHT i was having puppet theatre class at 6 pm.. so i didn't sleep thinking i might be overslept and late for my first day..
so i wait and do stuff until 5.. took a shower.. and then i went to NAFA campus 3! *my first time!* lol
i wait in front of my class which is C5-06
and i saw someone entering the room.. i asked him if this is the puppet theatre class..
but i think he went to that room to practice or stuff.. so he said that he don't know and leave..
when i saw the schedule.. I WAS SHOCKED!
my puppet theatre class is on THURSDAY.. not TUESDAY.. stupid me..
so i went home and ate murtabak with stephanie and Cherlyn..
went straight home after that, and do my drawing and design homeworks..
i've made 3 faces, 3 eyes, 3 noses, and 1 mouth sketches..
i still have to finish 2 mouths, 3 arms, 3 legs a full body man and women sketches.. and my color and design project..
well..
it's already 3:21.. lucky me my class started at 2 pm tomorrow! yay me :D
looking forward for tomorrow's lesson!
i've introduction to advertising at 2 pm - 4 pm.. i'm going to take design advertising.. so this lesson is important to me..
and at 6 pm - 8 pm i'll have my first time jazz dance lesson! i was so damn excited! xD i hope it turns out to be a good day for me!
i can feel it!!

well my nose starts to run again now.. need to sleep so i can woke up and feel fresh tomorrow!
nite all! :D

*sign off*

hi LJ!
yes, i'm uploading this post from my second home a.k.a singapore! :D
and today.. er.. well.. i mean yesterday was my first day at campus..
design and drawing was quite nice.. i'm actually looking forward to it xD
letterform is a bit plain..
and, oh yeah, FYI, for monday and tuesday i have to wake up at 8:00 AM! because i have class a 9..
so yeah.. my letterform class is filled with sleepy aura..
i almost fell a sleep there! damn why do i have to get morning schedule! 
well.. yesterday was quite fun..
after letterform, i should be attending SAS arts and management at 3.. 
i've finished letterform at 1.. so i went to my hostel with my friend.. 
so i check studentnet to see the schedule..
actually.. it said that the SAS is divided into 2 term.. term 1 from january until i forgot when, and term 2 starts from march..
i saw that term 1 is for own student.. so i think that "well we should be taking this class from march.. "
so.. i checked.. and.. yeah.. i'll have my SAS from march.. hooray for me..? :D
so because of that i went to IKEA with stephanie, ernest, and angel..
we took the wrong bus thanks to mr.i-know-everything a.k.a ernest..
so we asked for help and we finally got to IKEA safe and sound..
took some money,
ate hotdogs, and buy stuff.. i bought a 2 dollar glass jar because i need to put my candy.. :D
after that, i helped stephanie at ur hostel build her bookshelf.. and help her to tidy her room! *it's so damn messy for a girl xD*
so after that, i was planning to ate my mom's "bakmoy"
a tofu with chicken meat dish.. quite nice!
after finished cooking the rice, i went to my room because i want to took a shower..
finished showering i went upstairs and ate ate ate.. laughed laughed laughed.. yada yada yada..
and then it's already 12 o'clock.. I SUPPOSE TO SLEEP because i have class at 9 tomorrow..
but.. here i am still awake.. writing post.. :D
today's schedule is.. *yes it's today's schedule.. not tomorrow xD*
design and color and puppet theater english drama!
i'm looking forward to both lesson..
color n design = interesting lesson.. but i got sucks teacher.. 
puppet theatre = something new and new teacher.. LOOKING FORWARD :D
but the time line is quite screwed.. color n design starts from 9am to 12pm.. while puppet theatre starts from 6pm - 8 pm..
screwed me having 6 hours of nothing.. xD
well.. that's probably it.. dunno what to write anymore.. xD
nite all..

*sign off*

ugh..
after i vow to my self not to abandoned my lj.. i abandoned it for 2 days.. LOL
now.. i'm n front of my laptop..
i've just felt sorry for my body because i couldn't keep my resolution yesterday..
and today.. *blush*
BUT my weight isn't rising up! i've just check my weight and now my weight is 99.8 kg..
lol.. xD

humph.. look at the calendar.. it's already 8th of january..
tomorrow i'll be back at singapore.. continuing my study..
i'm not sad leaving jakarta tho..
it's because i want to finished my study and get good grades..
so i can help my parents.. :D

going to singapore it's just like taking a deep sleep..
and having the most beautiful dream you could ever dream of..
so for tomorrow i'm going for my deep sleep..
and enter a new adventure.. just like dreaming.. :D

enough that! :D
today my life is pretty flat.. woke up at 12..
playiong laptop until dinner time..
go to fx but it's already to late so the shop that my mom wants to see is already close..
went home..
chat.. :D

so much for today.. lol

today i watch my new star idol named IU on youtube!
i watched her MV.. dunno what it called since the title is on korean..
the song is very nice.. easy to listen..
and my lovely IU sing to my favourite part!

"i love you.. i really want to hear those three words from you..
i love you.. is what i really want you to say..
i love you.. you moved my heart from the first moment..
now this is what i confess to you, i wanna told you..
i love you.."

isn't that sweet? :)
i hope i can sing this to my future girlfriend.. *dreaming*
LOL

well maybe that's all i want to say.. since i don't know what should i write.. :D
nites all..

*sign off*

happy new year guys!
how is your first day in 2 'o 10 guys?
i know i have a great day! lol
sadly i have this stomachache so i can' really enjoy the first day in 2010..
and i was a sleep for like almost the entire day! LOL

but hey! it's 2010! now imma make my own resolution for this year! xD
last time i check *like 5 minutes ago* my weight is 99,5 kg..
so, my first resolution is to make my body lighter! xD i hope i can reach below 80.. :D
and because i study abroad, that means i don't have anyone to help me to clean all my stuff..
that's why my second resolution is to be more tidy..
my third and also the important thing is that i must be able to calculate my money..
i live abroad and as far as i see in 2009, at the end of the month i always being lacked of money..
so in 2010 i have to be able to plan my money and do more savings so i can help my parents..
i also wanna have a job in 2010! so i can spend my own money.. not my money-that-my-parents-gave-me..
i wanna be more focus on my studies! i got a bad GPA last semester.. :(
so my resolution is to have my GPA in my next semester 3.5++ *and i believe i can make it!*
and the most and the MOST important thing ever.. is that i want step closer to God..
i wanna go to church daily.. nothing is goin to stop me..
and if i have the time, i'll go to church every saturday and sunday..
if i don't have anything on saturday..
i know i still have a lot more resolution in 2010.. but this is the only resolution that i can think of right now.. :D
so.. lets review..
1. LOOSE SOME WEIGHT for crying out loud! xD
2. be more tidy PLEASE!
3. calculate expenses! saves some money!
4. study harder!
5. Jobs! come to me please :D
6. attend church on each and every sunday! not missing one! if i can, i'll attend church on saturday too! :D

well.. i know it seems i only had a few resolution.. but this 6 resolution is not as easy as it looks.. :D
so imma try my best to complete this 6 major resolution and other resolution! :D
i know my resolution..
how about you guys?
already made some resolution?
xD i hope u guys can achieve your dream and resolution in 2010! :D
night all.. :D

*sign off*

hello there.. :D

LOL i've opened my old LJ account..
lol.. so much memories..
and after that i opened my old post in this account.. and i couldn't believe..
it has already been a year since i post my love journal..
yeah that's right..
it's not live journal because SOMEONE told me to write my "love story" each and every post..
LOL..
happy anniversary to 'you' coz i've just remember it now.. LOL xD

ah.. 2009 wasn't the best year..
but it wasn't bad either..
finished high school..
got scholarship to NAFA..
meet new friends..
can finally join oschool dance and do some breakdancing..
can learn at NAFA..
learn a little bit about love.. *i looked at my first post.. God, i'm so fucking damn selfish.. xD sorry 'you' xD*
learn that love isn't just being someone's gf/bf.. but it's all about trying your best to make those people u like / love happy.. :D
learned that i shouldn't be dating yet.. still to selfish.. and to self centered.. xD
learn that i love dancing.. but it doesn't mean that i don't like singing anymore..

and all the funny, awkward,wicked absurd thing i've been passing this year..

and now.. i'm here.. standing on the end of the line.. waiting to step at the new line.. 2010..
i know i've wished for a miracle in 2009..
but even though my wish didn't come true, i think what have i come through in 2009 can be called a miracle.. :D
i won't write much..
i'm not good at words..
i just like to stay up and remember all the little things i've done..
all the things that makes me angry..
when i realize that i should be ashamed..
and i laugh..
bitter laugh..
wishing i could turn back the time..
but hey.. i need this..
i need all my mistakes..
and my memories..
so i know..
and i won't do it again on 2010..
okay.. to much writing.. :D
i should better stop now.. :D

wishing you a very belated 2009 christmas..
and wishing you a Happy new year 2010..
i hope 2010 will be a great year for us.. :)

i'm dhoo and it's nice to be with all of you during this year.. :D

*sign off*